April 2013
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It’s really hard for me to keep caring when he’s trying his hardest to stop caring.
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Sometimes, it’s not making excuses for someone bc you want to validate them. Sometimes, it’s standing up for someone bc you understand them.
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I NEED TO CHANGE MY PHONE NUMBER.
March 2013
17 posts
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My blog is a chronicle of my passive aggressive passes at the lesser ideal things and peeps in life.
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All I’ve ever known is that when the going gets tough, he gets going.
I’m okay with it now. It doesn’t bother me anymore.
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Pardon me for believing you when you said you’re going to do whatever it takes, no matter what. I didn’t know I wasn’t supposed to take you seriously.
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instagram: tianguyenn
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I see something discouraging and, I just want it to quit.. But then I tell myself not to give up.
So confused.
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These are just small steps, but I am having the most difficult time managing. Small efforts looking like nothing at all.
You haven’t the slightest clue what it’s like for me. Pure headache.
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O: I just ate chips.
Me: What kind of chips? If you eat nasty chips, we can't be friends.
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Sleep is an intimate thing.
Quite clear, but I’m definitely having some conflicting feelings. This’ll take me some time.
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Most times, the comfort in realizing a fact is all I need.
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He’s horrible.
I can’t change him. I know it. I just wish.
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Being jealous when I hang out with another guy: you’d rather I hang out with you.
Being paranoid when I hang out with another guy: you think I’m cheating.
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But LOL bc I’m not even dating any of these boysies.
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People telling him I’m going to break his heart like I do every guy I’ve ever come across. So he’s got all these crazy break up scenarios playing out in his head.
Yeah, if you are fucking paranoid and keep coming at me like I’m going to find someone better, cheat on you, and leave.. I’m not going to stick around.
Self-fulfilling prophecy, babe.
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I undergo an insane amount of agony each time I have to decide whether or not to put effort into the relationship. The battle btwn what I’ll be missing out on versus how much time I’ll have wasted.
Can I just please get a heads up as to whether or not it will be worth it?
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Now the begging for forgiveness.
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He didn’t even wait until morning to say something. He is coming at me on some jealous shit right now.
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He is so sexy, but he has no manners, is 100% bullshit, is a loser, and is 24/7 high as a kite. WTF. Seriously. I’m so frustrated with myself right now; ashamed, even.
Bc I’ve got a really good guy trying to make something happen. But I keep fucking around with this asshole.
And I bet he has the nerve to fucking text his usual lame ass apology in the morning. Guess what motherfucker, you’re in...
February 2013
12 posts
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No more idiots, please.
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He called me crazy for walking around my house naked when I’m home alone. I called him crazy for not.
Forget being alone; I’d be naked around people if it was okay with them.
Fuck clothes.
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The more, the less.
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But I knew I couldn’t count on him to come through. So, it’s whatever.
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I’m always getting my hopes up, y’all. When will I ever learn?
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Like, if you think you’re doing something that you may potentially be apologizing for.. Just don’t? Or does that not make enough sense?
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People who constantly apologize bc they constantly fuck up. Ugh.
I always go for the heartbreakers. *sighs
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I don’t know what happened in your past that’s made you so cold, careless, and rude. And I don’t know what I’ve walked into. But you don’t have to take it out on me when I’m just trying to love you.
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When the nice guy thinks I don’t go for the nice guys so he acts like a jerk.. Yeah, really good call you made there.
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Wow. How much more disappointing can you be?
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Bittersweet is very much one of the most confusing feelings. I don’t like.
January 2013
18 posts
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Last night, though.. Butterflies for sure.
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My blog is pretty much like my mind: all over the place and hard to read.
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Seriously can not wait until I hang out with Liz later today. We have so much life to figure out. *sighs
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Looking real cozy, lying motherfucker.
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That decision you need to make when someone disgusts you so much and you can’t decide whether you want to tell them off bc they’re the worst thing to happen to humanity or you shake them off bc this can not be real, how could someone this awful exist.
I’ll usually do both.
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Luke Bryan - I don’t Want This Night to End
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“There is something demoralizing about watching two people get more and more...”
– The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath
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“The biggest mistake you can make is thinking that someone who broke you heart...”
– Unknown
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I like sexual tension.
But do you know how much will power it takes to build sexual tension? Ugh.
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Synchronized breathing is creepy, funny, and sweet all at the same time.
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*blush
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I can’t tell if we’re lust or love. And I really don’t care to know, bc I think this is what we all want.. When we can’t tell if it’s lust or love, bc it’s both. And we call that chemistry.
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I’ve never been so terribly uncomfortable.
It’s hard to sleep, difficult to breathe, impossible to concentrate.
Complete unease. Hm.
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“I like people too much or not at all.”
– Sylvia Plath
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Kinda like how when you make your own sandwich, it doesn’t taste as good as the deli’s. Or how when you bake your own cupcakes, you don’t like eating them as much as the bakery’s. Or how you love your $5000 boutique buy, that $5 thrifted name-brand vintage is your most prized possession.
Sure, it’s gratifying that you can work for your own of something, but it’s kinda just something that happens...
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Just ugh.
